today is the first day i start work. i will be working at campbridge is a comic shop. hahahahas. well, is very boring at there lors! no customer at all. sit down there like idiot like that. now even make me so headache lors. sighs! i kept reading comics which i love it =) hahahas.
sighs. i hate quarreling with my boyfriend. he always don't want to heed my advice. always do this kind of thing. he can even say those things make my heart broke into pieces. he won't understand how i feel when he said that to me. sighs! i nearly cried out in the shop while talking to him. but i hold back my tears. i don't wanna cry while i'm working. i will not concentrate working. sighs. boy i don't wanna quarrel with you anymore. i'm getting sick is just that you doesn't know bout it. i'm always keeping quiet to myself. i don't want to tell anyone. but i scared i tell you you'll scold me. say why i never sleep early. sighs. i don't want this kind of thing happen anymore. ok? i just want the both of us to be happy. thats all. =(
Passthenote! @
Y 6:37 AM
Friday, April 13, 2007
well, getting into a relationship there is always up and down. quarrels or even breaking up? lols! thanks girlfriend who concern bout me. i really appreciate it. =) girlfriend. i miss you la!!!! i miss the times with you. hope you call me soon. ya. i miss the times we're crazy. haahahahahahas. thou both of us have boyfriend already. we now seldom contact lers . hahahas.
yesterday went to hotel with my friend. and boyfriend. don't think so much kaes! just very tired so went to hotel and stay. sleep till very song la. the air-con is toooooooo cold for me. lols! hahahahs.
me and ezol is fine liaos. not talking to him always give me the funny face. hahahahs. he always brighten up my day. lols! thou we always like to scold each other. hahahahs. =x
quitting school again. sighs! sians. find work work work. work first than decide. hahahs. i don't like at one go so many choices. ya.
Passthenote! @
Y 10:24 PM
Monday, April 9, 2007
sighs! life just simply sucks man! not gonna study anymore! the more i study the more sian i get. sighs! maybe i going to work to earn amount of money first. thou i'm at lan shop now, but no one loves me, no one cares bout me! sighs! feel like crying. sighs, people always change. just as my boyfriend changes. not gonna quarrel anymore as long he is happy can liaos. don't wanna care bout him anymore. sighs! life so sucks to me. need to work again. i quitted my school liaos. sian of school. am i arrogant? always who doesn't listen to boyfriend's advice? sighs! i'm collapsing. not gonna stand up again. no confidence in myself. no more! i need someone who can let me stand up again. not collapse. sighs! even all my friends leave me. no more contact. it seems like i go oversea will be better. =) going to malaysia soon. going to stay there for a few months. i just wanna MIA from this singapore. not gonna care bout anyone anymore. for what? the more i care the more i gain nothing. sighs! life just simply sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH! >:-<
Passthenote! @
Y 10:55 AM
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
hey guys! i'm back with my posty hohohohos! =x hahahas. alot of days never go school lers. getting more and more lazy to go school. sighs! i wanna go school nahs! is just that i'm so fucking lazy? i hate myself man. two more days to one month with my boyfriend! hahahahas so happy la. but think of it don't know how to spend the day with him lors. haaas. well let is natural lors. lols! hmmm well my friend is at my house. no special happen today. hahahahs. ya. well till here than! sayo~ ^^v
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Y 1:33 AM
